I've wanted to get the time to post just the things of interest to myself. So of course this blog is for me. Getting to Lately, health wise I've been busy. I found a lump and was scared out of my mind, and got the tests and found out it was only a cyst, its great news as thoughts of a more serious condition are simply too depressing to even consider. more Lately is that I have my temporary bridge in and will be getting my sutures out today, I now have teeth and it rocks, and the bad infected ones are almost all gone, about three more to go. I should surely lose weight since there's not much I can eat. Hopefully not too much though, lol.
Is my hubby, as we have just come upon our 15th year together, and are still going as strong as ever. So I just wanted to share pics of us, some from when we first met some from recently. These are going to be my cyber memory bank when my mind starts to go, lol.
Maybe some day people won't have to lose their memories like we do today, sometimes just the passing of time can make us forget some details. But dream of storing your memories and if you forget or need a recap you play them back, or have them downloaded to a chip in your brain that replaces them and encourages new memory growth, I haven't however figured out how that would effect the feelings part of memories though, because it's feeling combined with memory that creates a lasting impression in our minds. Anyway, to those pics.
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What is your current obsession(s)?
Submitted by eijsr.
Computer anything, love web design, but also take pleasure in the hardware aspect of them. Lately I've been spending endless hours with my son in Disneys Toontown online, its been very fun and his reading has improve so much as he literally devoured every fact he could and has hence increased his vocab as well. We hang out in a virtual toon world and move up the ranks to beat the Cogs!!!!!!!!
debs
Yay my test post works, this means the next time I upload photos, I can write my post there too. Good deal.
debs
Old poems
You want to get Psycho? by Debs
You would think me psycho,
Never think me blessed,
But Understanding the cycles,
Will ultimately be your test.
The psycho poem was written in 2002
Dreams
So many dreams,
Many dream so,
Dream so many,
Dreams
by debs written in 2005
Everything hidden,
always sought,
Everything seen,
not given a thought.
Unnamed by debs 1994
Father
You hid it so well,
Your Alcoholic hell,
My only inheritance.
Your genes to mine,
You left us so blind,
Our family legacy.
No clues to follow,
A mystery in a bottle,
So we climbed in.
Maybe w'll survive,
Atleast we're alive
Our alcholism will not end.
An example was made,
In cowardace, unbrave.
Only God can take us in hand.
No note telling why,
You needed to die,
So badly you did it yourself.
Your pain was surely deep,
Your mind was a mess,
Did you think we would
understand the rest?
God did not call you to him,
You took the express.
Was he waiting there for you?
I'm sure he had guessed,
Your mind could not rest,
But did your pain end with your death?
No! It lives on
It lives in us
You dealt us our pain,
Your pain,
Your insanity,
Your addiction.
written by debs in August of '94
These are all old, but I wanted to toss them up on my blog, many of the pics ar old too, I suppose I'm just trying to fill my blog up with pieces of me, so that someday if some one should care to know me, can sorta get there. I am probably better known on the net than I am to many family members and people I know, I don't say friends because I only have 1 and thats my husband. He 'is' my husband, lol
debs
I can never say enough about my husband, he is just awesome in my book. A hard worker and likes to keep busy. He's also my very best friend. There is nothing I feel that I couldn't tell him. I just love him so much. Have a great day everyone and I hope your all just as in love with your special someone as I am.
debs